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Poetry Friday: 25 Lives by Tongari

January 4th, 2019 (06:00 am)
contemplative

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Song: Mirrorball by Elbow

The very first time I remember you, you are blonde and don't love me back.
The next time you are brunette, and you do.
After a while I give up trying to guess if the colour of your hair means anything.
because even if you don’t exist, I am always in love with you.
I remember most fondly those lifetimes where we get to grow up together,
when you share your secrets and sorrows and hiding places with me.
I love how you play along with my bad ideas,
before you grow up and realize they are bad ideas.
(And in our times together I have many bad ideas.)
When we meet as adults you're always much more discerning. I don't blame you.
Yet, always, you forgive me.
As if you understand what’s going on, and you're making up for
all the lifetimes in which one of us doesn’t exist,
and the ones where we just, barely, never meet.
I hate those. I prefer the ones in which you kill me.
But when all's said and done, I'd surrender to you in other ways.
Even though each time, I know I'll see you again, I always wonder
is this the last time?
Is that really you?
And what if you're perfectly happy
without me?
Ah, but I don't blame you; I'll never burn as brilliantly as you. It’s only fair
that I should be the one
to chase you across ten, twenty-five, a hundred lifetimes
until I find the one where you'll return to me.

- 25 Lives by Tongari

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Comments

Posted by: mlyearofreading (mlyearofreading)
Posted at: January 6th, 2019 03:46 pm (UTC)

It's such a gift to be loved unconditionally!

Posted by: Little Willow (slayground)
Posted at: January 6th, 2019 09:19 pm (UTC)

It truly is.

Posted by: Kay McGriff (kaymcgriff)
Posted at: January 7th, 2019 12:35 am (UTC)
love

Oh, to be loved like that...

Posted by: Little Willow (slayground)
Posted at: January 7th, 2019 12:52 am (UTC)
Re: love

Right??

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